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12 August 2011 @ 10:45 am
Two years have gone by really quick. Last two years around this time, I met you guys and I found friends in all of you. A week into meeting each other we were already so close, it felt like I've known you guys forever ago (so cheesy). Truth be told, I kind of regret doing the things I did with some of you. After things kind of blew up in my face I made the decision to leave and only kept in contact with Cait, Cass and Mru. You guys have been there for me for two years running and I feel really really sorry for having led you guys to loose friendships because of me. 

Prior to all the drama and the running away, all of you were and still are my best friends and even when we weren't friends I did miss and love each and every single one of you. I haven't spoken to some of you in a year but when you guys came forth to talk to me, if felt like things haven't changed. It's like the wall between us just broke down and things were okay almost instantaneously. It was ... touching in a way. I haven't been able to express my feelings the best way that I can but I am truly from the bottom of my heart so sorry for things I've done to hurt you guys.

From tumblr, to the tinychats, to the MSN conversations and the weird drawings... all the way to hand written notes and meeting Mru in real life... all of these meant something to me and I've kept everything... every memory I've had with you guys carefully. (I don't know what I'm saying anymore at this point in time... it's all word vomit really)

Maybe sometime soon we'll all meet and travel together like we said we would but until then I'll carry a piece of each of you with me everyday.

I love you guys.
 
 
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